scare..

my life is still the same, nothing has change. one thing i have realise is i am not a good boy friend. haiz.. my job as a boy friend is to make my girl friend happy but for the past few months, i keep make her angry and emo.. i dunno what should i do to maintain this relationship and keep u happy always. i am scare i will lose you. maybe sometimes i am childish and sohai, i am just trying to make u smile more.. hope i can be more mature...i want to take good care of u and hope we can last forever.. i want u to believe the words forever.. love u
for the past few months, my relationship with my friends getting better. we dint really quarrel. haha.. i really appreciate u all. kelvin, tommy, panda, miwi, soo ping, chuan how,kah chuan and siew fei. u all my brothers.. thx for ur help when i need u all...
lol, i will never forget gavin.. u will always be my sifu.... fuck u cause u are in Sunderland now..hope u will come back again.. miss u my brother..