I am sorry.

Once again I have hurt your feelings. Sorry. I am just trying to be as caring as I can but I dun know it will hurt your feelings. You have ignored me for few hours but for me it is very long already. The time pass very slow and I seems so lonely without you. I have friends beside me but I just feel like I have lost something very important. I can feel that my soul has lost and I hope you will forgive me soon. It is so hard for us to be together and I hope it won’t end just like that. Once again, I am sorry for what I have done.

My bad day

What a bad day. Today I was late for my exam and the fucking paper was so hard. Japanese was the only subject can make me stress like fuck. Damn. During the exam, I went to toilet and it ended up like shit. The floor was so slippery and I just slipped. I realize my body was wet because I felt on to the water and it hurt my backs. It was so embarrassing. Hope my back will recover soon. One thing I am happy is I realize that most of my friends in Kampar really treat me like a friend. Feel very touched when my girl friend and my roommate accompany me to see the doctor. Thanks. I will never forget for those who have helped me today.

my true feelings

This few weeks, i have made few of my friends emo.. I admit i have made a lot of empty promises. I will try to change.. Today I just received a call from my best friend and ended up I have been screwed again. This proves that I am not a really good friend. I might have a lot of friends but I have hurt most of them. Most of the time I will break my promise and one of it is cigarette. I can’t get rid of it. Erm.. Maybe I should learn how to be nice to my friends. Sorry if I have hurt anyone. Hope everyone can forgive me.

Gav, you are leaving soon. You are my really best friends. We seldom keep in touch but you will always be my brother. The times we had will always be in my memories. I will never forget how you help me and you always give me advice when I am having problem. Hope our friendship will never end when you leave Malaysia.